bismillah. i guess i am not adventurous enough, im scared of changes. a month back, in ottawa, i was even scared to return home[malaysia]. less 2 weeks to ramadhan, i'm worried and scared that first, i wont even live till then[takut mati???hu], and second, i wont make the best out of it. i'm worried out of my mind that i can't kill my die hard habits before the holy month. lets all try put our best effort insyaAllah.
sangatlah ironi. dulu sahabat tak sabar nak syahid, gembira sambut ramadhan. aku the other way round pula.
teringat ustazah arfah tanya, rindu syurga? "rinduuu," kami jawab. "nak syurga kena mati dulu," sambung beliau. personally, aku terkesima.